Cos I’m so confused, I don’t know what to do.
For a very long time now, In everything I do, I always try to be rational. Then most of the time, I usually end up rationalizing things. So I thought maybe I should go back to looking for signs. At least I have signs to blame in case of failure and I might save my self from another acts of self-pity. Although the last time I asked for a sign turned out to be a complete disaster. I was doubting my ex-boyfriend’s feelings for me then and so I told my myself ‘if he texts me tonight, that means he truly loves me.’ And you get the idea.
Okay it may sound childish, immature, whatever. I’m going back to looking for signs that will drive the direction of my life. After all, if it’s meant to be, it will be, right?
