Cos I’m so confused, I don’t know what to do.
For a very long time now, In everything I do, I always try to be rational. Then most of the time, I usually end up rationalizing things. So I thought maybe I should go back to looking for signs. At least I have signs to blame in case of failure and I might save my self from another acts of self-pity. Although the last time I asked for a sign turned out to be a complete disaster. I was doubting my ex-boyfriend’s feelings for me then and so I told my myself ‘if he texts me tonight, that means he truly loves me.’ And you get the idea.
Okay it may sound childish, immature, whatever. I’m going back to looking for signs that will drive the direction of my life. After all, if it’s meant to be, it will be, right?
COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS
@alandelapazjr may hate me after posting this photo of him. But whatever this is my account and there’s no way in hell he can manipulate whatever it is I wana upload here. In my defense, this tumblog is dedicate for him and I want people to know what he truly is behind closed doors.
He is my life’s blessing. May sound cliche but it’s true. When I had him, I gained a best friend and a lover. He may always try to outwit me (but baby, I’m sorry, you just can’t. Because you’re too good.)
A friend asked how come we don’t fight. Yes, we don’t. At least not in front of people. But really, we do fight. A lot actually. We are just any other normal couple. But what sets us apart is our developed attitude in crisis management. It’s just difficult to phrase how we do things and I would really love to share it with you but I just can’t. Maybe this simple tip might do the trick, whenever you have a misunderstanding w someone, instead of focusing on what the other failed to deliver, try remembering the head-over-heels little simple things he did to keep the relationship afloat. Make a list. Allow me to start making the list.
1. @alandelapazjr kidnapped me from a busy day with friends to remind me that I am hungry and I should eat.
2. @alandelapazjr put food on my plate without me asking for it.
3. @alandelapazjr told me to wait before I get my hair treated for a perm. He knows it’ll look better when my hair’s longer.
4. @alandelapazjr let me drove his most loved car. Nuff said.
5. @alandelapazjr professing his love for me on a public wall.
6. @alandelapazjr makes me use his slippers cos mine got effed eventhough we are not in good terms.
7. @alandelapazjr spoiling me w too much sweets. Maybe this isn’t good.
8. @alandelapazjr always wanting to see me.
9. @alandelapazjr making ‘tiyaga’ with me with sports and other games
10. @alandelapazjr saying ‘It’s so fluffy!!!’ -Now that’s an inside joke. ;)
To make up for the days with no tweets about you, this one’s for you babe! Cos you well deserve it.
I love you.
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:’> SWEET.
super sweet :’)
Oh, cute little Jack. :>
This episode of Criminal Minds broke my heart.
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Cute! Cute!!!
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